My sweetest love. ♥

Hey, baby ♥, I would like to let you know that, you're important to me. You might not know that how much you mean to me, how much your mood and everything would affect me. But that's all because I love you ♥, I care for you and that my feelings are still as strong as before, since 4 years+ back. All these while when we're together, we have been through many things, be it sweet & sour, we've already been through it, that's what I'm glad about ♥. I know that there will be many more challenging obstacles for us to overcome down the road, and I'm pretty sure that if our love still continues as strong, we will definitely go through it ♥. I really wanna thank you for staying by my side all these while despite me being a nuisance, giving you trouble, stress, burden and so on. I know that sometimes my attitude have pisses you off badly. I know I may not be good enough for you, but I'm STILL, trying to change for the better ♥. Thank you. Thank you for tolerating all my nonsense and everything ♥. We know each other since primary 5, but I never knew that you will be so precious and would mean everything to me right now. I'm also glad that I met you, I found you. I swear, I'm gonna cherish you, forever. ♥

*Blush* What a cheesy post, but what I've said are all from the bottom of my heart. ♥

Fatness overload,

It seems like no one is reading my blog already. Hahahaha, I used to update a lot when I started this blog, but now it's one week one post. Sorry readers, I can't keep on posting everyday or something. Because my whole life now it's all about studying, studying, studying and studying. It's gonna be bored reading my post every time about me studying. Right? But still, I'm gonna say that.... my CRM exam on Thursday was manageable, but I lost a lot of points because of careless mistakes. Damn :(

August: Busy on projects & exams. < Sian-ness overload.

Today: I eat a lot today... And I feel so sorry for myself. I'm so fat already omg :( Even Farzanah said that I've put on some weight. Cannot sia, I can't grow any fatter already! Gosh, I have to cut down on the amount of food I'm eating these days! I had Filet-O-Fish and McWings before I meet baby. Then I had Vitasoy Soya Bean at JJ's house. Made me so freaking full... Then we went Harboufront's MOS Burger, I had Clam Chowder soup and drank Milk tea. After that, I went bugis's KFC and meet up with Angeline and Farzanah. They treat me snackers... So I just eat lor. HAHAHA, fattening omg...

But it was an awesome day! :-) One part is because I had my day with baby and he took pictures with me after such a long time hehehehe I like taking pictures with him. He show his silly & retarded faces hahaha, so damn cute! I love him so much! And another part is, I finally had a good catch-up session with the girls after such a long time! Hahaha, we're still as talkative as before!! That's a good thing. It's a good thing that everything is still remains the same. I hate changes, and I'm afraid of changes.

Boneless cheesy chicken.

Mini muffin made by Ika's mummy.

View from Baby's house window.

Sunday.

Baby drew this on my feet LOL damn cute!

Crayfish hor fun. It costs $7.50 (+0.50 take away). Expensive, but worth it! :)

Chicken chop! It taste damn good! 

Last night, I went home around 11:35pm! Damn late right?! Maybe it's not late for you, but for me, yes. It's been so long since I reached home that late! Haha! It feels like as if I'm gonna stay overnight at baby's house. I was at his house all day long on Saturday! I was revising my CRM module, and baby was doing his project. He have to complete 2 of his projects on Saturday because we're going to JB the next day! Since I'm rather good in MS Words and Windows Movie Maker then just quickly help him to get over and done with. He was so scary when he rage can...... I thought poly life were so much fun and simple, looks like it's not. :( Oh well. And the feeling of completing the 2 projects, is a.w.e.s.o.m.e! :)

Morning rays.

Hello kitty mahjong tiles, damn cute :D

So yeap, it's Sunday! So glad that we're going to JB and have fun hehehe! We had lots of fun there. I'm so bloated that I can die hahaha. I had curry chicken rice in the morning. Then, baby and I shared a chicken floss pancake together! It looks damn good and taste quite nice too! :D I also had macadamia nut flavor yogurt with mini marshmallows! It taste so damn good!!! Oh how I love yogurts with mini marshmallows xD ~ ! While shopping around KSL, I got thirsty and bought chocolate vitasoy. I don't know is it just me or what that it makes me so damn bloated that I wanna puke already. Probably because I ate too much? Ate bubble gum like a boss and blow big big bubble! :3 Then around evening, head to xin wang to eat. I had seafood fried rice. I force myself to finish the food... If not it's such a waste... Now I feel that I've gained 3 kg. ._." Hehe, awesome Sunday with baby indeed! I love spending my times with him :-) Baby, thanks for everything. I love you so much! ;)


Hate the fact that tomorrow is Monday. I dreaded school. I hate school.
Gosh, and I'm so stressed out and worried about my coming CRM test on Tuesday and CRM exam on Thursday. I haven't study all (1-7) chapters yet. This is making myself so bloody worried. I'm not prepared yet! :( Sigh, I guess I won't be able to update my blog during the weekdays. Probably will blog this Friday or Sat! Alright, shall end my post here!

An awesome sunset view otw back to Singapore from JB.

Happy weekdays ahead, readers! :-)

Hate weekdays.

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I haven't been blogging during the weekdays. I'm just so so tired. I keep falling asleep at night without sending baby good nights message and having naps in the afternoon. This is so abnormal... Hahaha, probably due to Wednesday's volleyball training. It made my Thursday so damn tired. It hasn't been a very productive week... Suppose to have a 2 hour lesson on Thursday for CRM, in the end teacher never come. That's a good thing, because I can sleep! HAHA, so I slept for an hour + and surf the net. Okay la, not gonna talk about boring school shit.

Sigh, I met baby for 2 hours yesterday, and for 2 hours and 45 mins for today. I miss him so much. :( We never really meet up this weekdays that much because we are too busy. (Insert many sad face here) But this weekends, YOU ARE ALL MINE BABY! Hehehe, gonna spend my weekends with him of course! ;-) Sunday we're going Johor Bahru again! Weeee! I wanna eat that yogurt with mini marshmellows again! Hahaha, okay, and after that, I need study freaking hard already. Coming Thursday is my CRM exam. Wish me luck man. Alright, gonna end this post with some pictures. Please click on my ads! Thanks, readers! :*

Our group name :D

Egglets?

Seafood hor fun!

Butter chicken @ my school's chinese restaurant!

Fried ice cream! The outer too oily already. But the ice cream damn nice!

Prawn bee hoon! :3

A gift from Cynthia when she go for volleyball Thailand trip! How thoughtful! :*
Thanks for the lovely, cute gift hehehe! :-)

Blind-folded experience.

via Tumblr.

Hello again! It seems like as if tomorrow it's Sunday. But no, tomorrow is Monday yet again. Sigh, and I keep saying that I will study during this weekends. But no, I didn't... :( I can't keep procrastinate anymore. This coming Tuesday, I will be having unit 5 & 6 CRM test already. Next week, it will be my CRM exam from unit 1 - 8! Argh, so worried. :'(

I suddenly blanked out on what to blog. Because my blog post don't really attract people to keep on reading. Yeah, I know that. But I still appreciate those who read it. Thank you! :)

Oh yes, let's just talk about today. It's the blindfold walkathon at Orchard! It's organised by our school, College West to have this walkathon to raise the awareness of supporting bringing guide dogs in Singapore. Guide dogs are very expensive and hard to train. One guide dog costs about $40,000!! Therefore, this walk is to raise the awareness and hope that they will bring more guide dogs to Singapore to help the blind! :) I went there around 12+ noon to meet up with the rest of my classmates! Saw some of my friends from CW there too hehehe. The walk starts at 1pm. The starting point is at Cineleisure, I start to blind fold first. Then there's this Malay girl named Nur, will guide me where to walk when I'm being blindfolded. So walked all the way to ION. After reaching there, then we switched our role. It's a great experience because it's sooooo hard walking blindfolded. You wouldn't know if there's any obstacles in front of you, whether if there's anyone around you, whether you're crossing the road, and where you going. It's like totally... clueless. I don't think I can live without my eyes. :( And the weather is super crazily HOT.

Oh yes, the girl, Nur, is from Service management (my course), year 2. So I have asked her about how's year 2, is it tough and stuffs. And she told me that it's much more slack, but the POM (Principles of Marketing) would be so hard as you have to write 2000-2800 words of proposal. After hearing that, I feel so stressed.... LOL, I can't even write 1000?! Gosh. But she told me that she will have an attachment at RWS if she passed the interview. Cheh, RWS sio! I want also sia! I'm so excited for my attachment. Better if it's RWS or Sentosa!!!! ^^ I will be super damn happy! HAHAHA. Oh yeap, wish her the best of luck! Hehehe, she's a nice and friendly girl! I like friendly people! :D

Sorry readers for not having many pictures. And it's so wordy, draggy and boring. :(
Oh yes, at the previous post, I talked about watching "Dream High". I've watched finished already! It's so nice!! I like! I like the song "Dream High" as well. Listen it here! It's so catchy hehehe! I'm gonna watch Dream High season 2 after my CRM exam! Gonna focus on my studies first. I've watched the first part of episode 1 though. Both season 1 and season 2 ain't the same story what?? Then that's good, it's gonna be a good show! (Because there's Jiyeon, HAHAHA) And I just search "Dream High" on Wikipedia. Now then I know that, Kim Pil-Sook is IU and Baek-Hee is Eun Jung from T-ara. Omg, how slow can I be?! I only know Suzy.... HAHAHA. And anyway, Eun Jung is gonna appear in running man with the other 6 men from idk which band. Alright, shall end my post now! :D

Goodnights, sweetest dreams and take care readers! :*

Boring school...

So school have started, and it's tiring me out, really badly. I'm still not used to sleeping early and waking up early for school. I have a hard time getting to bed, and struggling to wake up for school. This is so tiring that I wanna give up. :( But no choice, I have to get used to this. I'm also hoping that there's something for me to look forward to at school. All I need is just some motivation and encouragement... I need a "push".

Fringe growing back! :)

My thumb is really hurting me right now, due to volleyball training yesterday. It's so sore and red when I got home last night. Now, it's feeling a BIT better, but it's still so painful when I rub it or do anything to it... I can't even open a new bottled drink. D: When I serve the ball, my elbow will get painful, idky. I really hope that I won't get injured so easily... Moreover, after next week's training, we will have competition! Really hope that we would win hehehehe! ^^

I should keep my post short. I have to get to bed soon. Oh yes, I'm so lucky today. I won a "lucky draw". It's about my CMB (Communication for Business) role play exam. My teacher, Mdm Darni, said that she will randomly pick out 10 people for the first part of the exam tomorrow. She cut out pieces of paper, wrote numbers, and picked out. And I'm lucky no. 8 for the exam tomorrow. So wish me luck man! Hope everything will go smoothly and naturally. Gah, starting to get really nervous.

Because of Lee Kwang Soo from Running Man, I wanna see his role in "City hunter". He's not one of the main actor though. The funny thing is, in this drama, he is damn funny and also being bullied, just like how he is in running man. HAHAHA, he's so awesome. And this drama, is awesome too. I don't know that the main character in this drama is Lee Min Ho. I have heard about his name, but I'm not sure of the face, until I have watch this drama. This is definitely an awesome drama! It's worth-watching! You should watch it too! ;)

Yeap, after "City Hunter", I'm watching "Dream High". All because of Jiyeon. I know Jiyeon is not in Season 1, but I thought that the story is continuous or something, so I started watching from season 1. Currently stopped at ep 11 already! It's really a amazing drama. Now I find that Arts school is freaking amazing. I wish I was talented in music since birth. Then I could get into Arts school. Hahaha, and I didn't know the girl in the middle is actually Suzy. No wonder I find her so familiar. She came as a guest in Running man and she's a member of Miss-A. I like Miss-A when I listening their "Goodbye Baby" MV. But I didn't notice Suzy. Heh, oh yeah, the new member of T-ara, Ahreum looks like Suzy when she smile! :O

After season 1, I will catch season 2! I heard that, the story will still be the same, but I don't care! I wanna see Jiyeon's role. I wanna see her act! Hehehe. :3

Some screen shots I took from this MV: T-ara - Day By Day (Dance Ver).
Jiyeon really damn pretty. Hehehe, wanna get one of her posters! :D

Isn't it tempting?! The colours are super pretty! I find the pink one pretty! I really wanna try this one day! But, I'm not sure it will suit me though... HAHAHA, okay going off now. Good bye! :)

Last day of school holidays :(

Found the kitty headband somewhere hehehe.



Monday..... School.....

Last day of my school holidays. Tomorrow's Monday... School = Sian. Well, no choice. Head out in the noon and meet up with baby <3 Hehehe, went to Long John at Vivo for our brunch. We had that "Spidey combo for 2" for only $9.90. Haha, cheap and not bad. (Oops, didn't took a picture of it.) I feel that their chicken are nicer than the fish. Weird isn't it? The fish are suppose to taste nicer than the fish... But it was quite okay. I love the shrimp! :-) After our brunch, we walk around Vivo City like the usual. I love the pet shop the most hehehe filled with cute chinchilla, hamsters and puppies. Cute dai maxxx!

Alright, I'm keep my post fast and short. I need to iron my uniform, pack my bag and get ready for bed soon. Sigh, life's gonna be boring once school starts. I really hope that this second semester, my class would be much more interesting and at least I will have something to look forward to in the weekdays. If not... Life is so meaningless. I really hope everything change for the better, and that include myself.

Dinner.

Everyone needs someone.

^Edited. HAHAHA, Goodmeownights! (=^.^=)m

Tick tock.

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Tuesday (03/07)

Cleaned Pudding's house. Fresh and clean right now that he can sleep so cozy-ly.

Baby gave a me surprise visit! I didn't expect him to come over to my house after his school! Hahaha, my face are like :O and O_O. I just couldn't believe that he came. And he bought strawberry and original beancurd too! How sweet can he be! Awwww. Then we watched Running man ep 101 together. I thought of watching Ghost Rider because his parents bought the "Ghost Rider 2" DVD. I need to catch up with him, so that we will have more things to talk to with each other. :) And.... Ghost Rider is simply awesome!!! Hahaha, I can't wait to watch Ghost Rider 2 already! So I suggested to watch Ghost Rider 2 the very next day at his houseeee hehehehe lovezxz.

Wednesday (04/07)

It appears way shorter than this.

After fixing it for 15 mins to have this side fringeeeee. (Bceause it's so short that it looks like bangs.)

I woke up kind of late that day. I decided to cut my fringe because it's way too long, then it turns out to be shorter than I expected, now like bangs like that. *Regrets* Then, off I go to baby's house. If you're wondering why I keep going his house is because our house is just a few bus stops away. So it is kind of convenient, and I like it. :) Hehehe. I was so excited about "Ghost Rider 2" that while I was on the way, I keep tweeting about how excited I was. Hahaha, crazy! And I was thinking if I own a big house, I would want a room as a home theatre, then invite all my best friends to come and watch. Wa, damn shiok and nice can! This is the benefit of having a big house ~ Then can hold a party and so on, more bonding, better relationships with your friends. Isn't that nice? So after watching Ghost Rider 2, I was mindblown. Woooooo, ohhh myyy god, I can't wait for Ghost Rider 3? I don't know if there is. But they only showed a bit of his blue flames. How can like that? Ought to have Ghost Rider 3 please!!! :(

Thursday (05/07)

Finally, meeting up with my bitches, Farzanah and Angeline. After like super long time, 3 of us finally meet up, for a dinner though. Hahaha, better than nothing. I still remember the last time we met, it was like months ago... we went Far East Plaza, then Farzanah need to go off earlier and left Angeline and me clueless of where to go next. Meet up with Angeline first, then go to Ngee Ann Poly and wait for Farzanah as she have some ambassador duty to do at her school. Chey, someone got through by DPA then now psychoing people to come and join her too. LOL, okay just joking. She's a genius. Bad thing about DPA is starting school earlier. And the good thing is, you don't have to worry that much about having no where to go.... But there's still a risk. BUT HOR, having so many camps and programmes make it so awesome to get through by DPA. I'm jealous :( So jealous that she made so many new friends and having so many programmes and camps to occupy her time. My life is sooooo lifeless omg. :( After waiting for 1 hour plus, finally she's done.

Off to clementi mall > eat wanton mee at kopitiam, cheese fries, having some drinks > talk talk talk talk > went to McDonalds and talk talk talk talk > while waiting for bus, talk talk talk > on the bus also talk talk talk :D HAHAHA. We talk non-stop and laugh non-stop at the stupiest and nonsense things. Awww, that's what best friends do. Miss you all la, see you next time soon, I hope? Probably got to wait until the next holidays. :(

Friday (06/07)

I haven't been taking lots of pictures after since my fringe was cut. Lol it's so ugly please. Bangs/short fringe doesn't suit me. Took quite a few pictures with baby, and I think this is the best. And he damn idiot leh! He say, if you look not nice, I'm gonna look nice, and if you gonna look nice, I'm gonna look unglam, so yeap, he did an unglam face. HAHAHA, because I don't wanna look bad. xD (But I'm still looking bad though.... HAHA :< ) Accompany baby to Plaza Sing today and replace his Saumsung Galaxy S3. This is his third S3 now. His very first phone got scratches, second phone can't access to 3G, and now the third one, finally with not a problem. If his 3rd phone got any problem again, can't replace another phone anymore already, all you can do is repair. But I find it so unfair. It's not the customer's fault whatttt why can't exchange for another phone when it's your comapny's fault. Right?? Dinner with baby, borrowed "Dance dance dragon" from him and went home and watched it. Hahaha, damn funny and nice! :D

Saturday (07/07)

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Inital plan was to eat lunch at LJS with baby. But mummy needed my help as a translator (She's bad in English) because her bride is a foreigner and ask me to accompany her to the church. So the plan was somehow cancelled with baby and changed it to Sunday instead. But then, she never wake me up in the afternoon, idky. So I guess she doesn't need my help anymore. I was quite frustrated because she could at least tell me that she doesn't need help so that I can go lunch with baby? Argh! So went baby's house in the late afternoon and watch "American Reunion" with him. Hahaha porn much. It's more like sex reuinion. Overall the movie was quite okay lorrr. Dinner and homed.
Nowplaying: T-ara - Day By Day

JIYEON! <3 So hot and pretty!

JIYEON ~ :*

T-ara, with 2 new members.

If you haven't watch "Day By Day" MV, you should go and watch it now > here! I like their MVs, all got story one. I know it's long, but it's meaningful and nice! Omg, I can't wait for the next part of the MV! D: Yeah, 2 memebrs have joined in T-ara. They are Ahreum, and Dani. Dani is damnnnn young. She's borin in 1998. Omg right?! So young already so talented and pretty. Envy much!

Alright, shall blog again next time! Please do help me click on my nuffnang ads!
Thank you & Goodbyes! :3

P/S: I'm not looking forward for school on Monday (._. )"